missing my husband poems

But I carry on! I know your grief, and it hurts so bad. He had heart attack and 4 strokes. I stumbled across this site, and I really love the messages people share about their loss. The only thing I can tell is I have come to realize that my life is forever changed. He was 62 and I am about to be 50 in 3 weeks. The killer has to this day not been arrested, but I am coming up on a grand jury hearing where my prayers of an indictment will be answered. A man can no longer expect to be the breadwinner, and come home to a set table with a five course dinner and his pipe prepared next to his easy chair. Jennifer, Poem About Moving On After Husband's Death, Love Forever Lost By I Miss You Poems Thinking of You Poems When someone you love has left you there is a feeling of missing a part of yourself. I will join him someday. I don't know how to do this. She was diagnosed only 2 days before our 2nd daughters wedding (she missed) in June. My husband died February 19, 2017. I get up every day and think it is going to get better, sometimes it does and then it doesn't, unless you are with your friends or family. It is a very lonely position, and I miss him so much; I think I can know how your grief hits you. Our marriage had a lot of problems at the end, so I did not expect to be irrevocably and deeply affected by his death. My prayers are with you and your family. He had a very short battle. My condolences to you and your family. The emptiness I feel consumes me and as the days go by it gets harder and harder to go on. We were married 36 years. I feel so guilty because he said he would die within the year he would die, I didn't take him seriously and we had 1 anniversary and never again will we share another one. I lost my husband of 19 years on 10/15/16 at 9:27 AM. The nights are just the hardesthis face kept haunting mekept coming to my dreamI keep hearing a friend said that life still goes on, yeah it's easy for them to say it because they don't know how painful and regret I feel. I find as the years go on my loneliness increases. God Bless All of You! He had a stroke and a massive bleed on his brain. Sending many prayers your way. The shadows climb the wall. He was Papa and always will be. He then fell back on me into my arms, seizing as I held him. I lost the one true love of my life November 18, 2016. I lost my husband of 41 years December 27 th 2015. He was diagnosed in July 2015 with Stage 4 Metastatic Colon Cancer and lived for 20 months. My wife retired at age 55. Heartache. Not for me, you see true love never dies, I truly love my darling and he truly loved me. In December John became confused and disoriented. If I could change this law that could help just 1 person, it would be worth it. I can't bring myself to cancel his cell phone, because his voice mail is the only place I can hear it. I, too, lost my husband 7 weeks ago from an accident. No!! I love you, Donald "Duck" Lee Collins, and that fact will forever remain. Sorry for your loss. I prize thy love more than whole Mines of gold. He had leukemia, and in spite of horrendous induction chemo, he went in less than 2 months. I am so sorry for your loss. My husband died on May 8, 2017. Read Complete Poem Stories 177 I woke up to him saying he was in pain, he passes out, we get to the hospital. I have comfort that he woke to use the bathroom and woke me to tell me he loved me and give me our usual 2 kisses! My husband of 26 years had small cell lung cancer, and with chemo he lasted 9 months. 48 Missing my husband Poems ranked in order of popularity and relevancy. Tomorrow will be only two months, but it feels like a lifetime, forever. I wonder how my heart can keep beating and be broken so bad. He walked just to the door and died. We loved each other from first sight, and still to the end. It's all I think about and it won't stop. It has been 5 months and 14 days since I have seen his beautiful face, but yet it feels like yesterday that I saw his beautiful face. I terribly missed him, super missed. wanting you and needing you. I miss him all the time and cry a lot. I had 30 wonderful years with him. {{{hugs}}} to you and your son. I had been taking care of him more than 10 years. I am so lonely for him not anyone else. My husband Robert the love of my life passed away 3 days after our 34th Anniversary after a fall left him bleedIG in his brain. I control what happens every day of the week so that I am not alone because the loneliness without my husband breaks me. Everyone says I can do it and be strong, but I am weak. So she came home for 3 weeks of home hospice for which we did 24/7 as she never would sleep but maybe 2 hours a day. My family has been great, but again since none of them has ever been through it. It's been almost 2 years and things have not changed much for me. We took care her. I still cry a lot for my husband. He loved my kids like they were his own. Blessings to all. My husband and I spent most of our time together. He had a GI doctor, and they just kept giving him different stomach meds to try. I have never felt so broken and out of harmony with every other living thing. The only thing that gives me a little comfort is when people reach out to give me a hug or when they are willing to listen to me when I need to talk or cry. I am devastated. Allow yourself to feel every emotion. He was so easy to talk to because we were going through the same thing. Rose Carroll, Moving Forward By I just want to be with him but I'm too afraid to kill myself because I'm afraid I'll go to hell and never be able to be with him again. wanting you and needing you. What has helped me has been faith and prayer. Nothing prepares you for it. Kiss more, hold each other longer, and don't sweat the small stuff, for none of us are promised tomorrow. This was my best friend. My world is upside down now. Sometimes I feel I'm Okay but no, I'm still in pain. I wanted to commit suicide so badly when my husband died. That was the most painful part of my life. All I know is one day we will reunite in Heaven. I scream for him every day. My husband passed away 4 months ago on his way back from business trip. I miss him so much and know that my life will never be the same. He was recuperating. We experienced all of the for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health before we even got married as he lived with end stage renal failure prior to us getting married. I feel I can't take it anymore! As he had been fighting a cold for two weeks he agreed. I truly thought I could not go on without him but every day gets better. My husband of 41 years died the evening of our 41st wedding anniversary. My whole being aches; I am consumed with thoughts of our life. My precious husband passed away August 10th, 2012. If you have children to remember him by, then they need you, and you need to live for them. We made plans to go on vacation, and after our vacation we would go straight to our surgeon to get my tubes untied. I didn't want to leave the sceneand when I came home I had to tell my 3 older kids from my 1st husband whom died in a tree accident 6 years prior and our 9 year old son he will never see his dad again. I miss him so much. Can't stop crying. Cry Not For Me. He took care of me as I have chronic pain due to a back injury. He could only sit reclined on the couch anymore, so I was sitting next to him while he slept. My fears, remembering the night, reaching for him. Our children miss her so much. Cherish all the memories you had together. Initially, part of my grief was to negotiate. Without a clue, Working around the house, God took him to soon, I was not prepared for him to go, I will never forget that day, He had just found out 1 month before he passed that he was going to be a grandpa, She arrived 3 days after his birthday, People keep telling me to move on and get over it, but I can't, I feel like the walls are coming down on me, its so quiet in the house, no one to talk to, no one visits anymore, I feel very alone, it is hard, I miss him so much. I can't explain it and only my heart understands why I feel so alone. Nancy. I can't do it alone. She was into family history research and was able to go back to 19 generations. some say you will get over it, well if you haven't lost a loved one close to you, you will never get over it. I write a letter to him most evenings, and it's as though he is still with me, as he will always be. It has been 2 months, and the pain is unbearable. I just don't know. I stay up all night because I just don't want to lay without him there beside me. We met when I was 14 and have been together since. I feel he is with me everyday and that is very helpful. He was not particularly religious but led an honest, righteous, LOVING life. Love and miss you, Kevin. All stories are moderated before being published. Just miss him. I took him home and had hospice in our house. I fill my time in as much as possible and wonder if the day will ever come when l will be happy again. He was 53 years old. We were together 27 years. There are no time tables for how long you are supposed to grieve. I turned my head and bangI'm in the woods looking around trying to get myseat belt off. It still doesn't seem real. She was 12 & a half years old. I felt so safe with him. I'm devastated. I have had pictures developed of him and hang them just so I can look at him. I guess I came here to seek help in some way or just to talk to others who've been through the same thing. I loved deeply, wondrously, and passionately. May 19 will mark the 5 month mark of his death and it is also our secondary anniversary, even though we were only married 2 years we were together for almost 25 yrs. My true love, the only person that ever felt like home is gone. I want you to take away my fear. He died 48 hours later from a PE. He was 33 years old and would have been 34 in April. I'm good at pretending to be o.k. I lost my husband on Aug 09, 2017. HE would be thirty and I am still angry!, I too lost my husband 4 months ago, I am lost without him. Doesnt really leave open a lot of time for "good times" and I am ok with that and just do and be what I can. I certainly didn't know what to do, the nurse's came in and gave him some Morphine. I don't know how I'm going to go on without him. It went very fast through his organs, brain, bones, and bone marrow. For he is not gone . My kids are going to be too young to remember their daddy, but I just don't want to be here without him. I hope some of this pain goes away in the next few months. I did all I could to help him. We decided to sell our house to travel. I miss him so much. I wish I was the one to have found him so my son could have been spared such pain. Each day is a struggle. God bless you. for I no longer exist there. I will love him forever more than I can explain. They are right next to us. He was kind spoken. R.I.P. He never pulled through. We had so many plans. He knew who I was and that the mortgage needed paid. A few days before he passed away, he smiled at us and that was when he had his last stroke and went into a vegetative state. BUT I can't get over the emptiness or the loneliness I feel without him by my side. For this is when I miss you most of all. I'm just an empty shell without him. I learnt so much from him as we got married when I was only 18 and he 22. Eternal Love: A Collection of Romantic Love Poems for Husbands In today's world, where the roles of men and women are changing so rapidly it may be difficult for a husband to figure out his role. Can you go into infinity percent, maybe that would be it? He developed hepatic encephalopathy during his last month of life, so my most vivid memories are of him being confused, having tremors, not being able to walk without help, or feed himself, he was restless, and said he couldn't breathe. My words can't begin to summarize him or his life. Our daughter was pregnant with our first grandchild and my husband died 2 1/2 months before he was born. He cared enough to try hard. It's hard for them to understand. It's going to be a long haul. Now I only have his Sister to remember him with and even she imposes limits. I felt like screaming and could not believe what I heard. He passed away September 28, 2018. I don't know how to live, I was 16 when we became inseparable. What you have experienced is awful. He had lost his wife around the same time I lost my husband. Day by day is just not working. My faith in God and loving family and friends are faithful in their support, and I am grateful, but nothing at this time removes or lessens my grief. Now I am nearly 60. I miss you so much. My poor soul wife got 2 months of it. He had a total of 3 open hearts surgeries with 2 of them being 3 months apart. I miss my love of 42 years so much. We would have celebrated are 20 year wedding day Jan. 25. Everything was fine. We were finally, after 37 years, free and clear and ready and planning to take on the world of grandparents and travel and just enjoy life after both working 40 years each. I cannot count them all. I am in the heaven that you dream of. I am going on hour by hour again. I am in the rain that fills your springs. He died at home with me and our youngest daughter at his side. Don't know how I am supposed to live without him. I felt guilty like I murdered the man who loved me. He also had "restless leg syndrome," but the hospital said it was federal law that they could not leave all bed rails up. I lost my husband almost a year ago to the date, June 23, 2019. After calming him down and getting a nurse, I asked why does he not have bed rails? I could not have spent the last seven years with anyone better. I wish there was an answer for me. He would tell me he can't wait until he retires so he can buy a brand new blue Ford pickup truck and we can just relax and go riding! I don't know how to move on from this. He fell at home and I rushed him to the ER. I'll never be able to cope with this loss. I didn't have my husband, so I would go to him. I've been with my boyfriend since I was 10 years old. A joyless life being a man I no longer know. He was so excited to be a grandfather, that every time I leave my now grandkids, I cry because I know what he is missing and it breaks my heart. I miss him terribly and it hurts. I miss him so much, and I cannot come to terms with his death. I lost my husband last month. When I miss you too much. I held his hand and said "Let's make a pact right here right now that I will never lose you and you will never lose me". We had a very hard time, but I was happy with him. We miss both of them very much and live to honor them and love God. But counseling was the BEST thing they could have suggested. The first night I went to see him there after a few hours after his transition from a major hospital. We were devastated and still grieve his loss every day! Had dinner, he ate so good - we were shocked. My husband of 46 years passed away unexpectedly one month ago. He was such a great husband and father. When we were together, we were always physically touching each other. He made me a better me, he was the most amazing person. I lost my husband of 33 1/2 years of marriage. We were married April 29, 2016. Melanoma took my Elliot away from me and I am angry at the world. Missing your lover poems It feels so lonely without you, Without you I feel so blue Your presence made me smile Your habits irked me, But those were the cute moments I remember to thee Please come back soon I miss you a lot! I lost my husband 2 1/2 years ago, He was such important part of my life, my friend, lover, father to our children and a brother and son. Our kids are all grown and they are all wonderful but the empty house when I come home at the end of the day is almost unbearable. My husband passed away almost 3 months ago at the age of 26, because people on the road do not know how to drive. I knew that he loved me, and he knew that I loved him. So until I see him again, and I sincerely know I will, because he was a good Christian man, I will drag on. Now it's November and Thanksgiving was closing in. How the hell can you say that? I am sad and full of tears. Everyone says - give it time - I don't want time - I want him. But in a second, I knew he was gone. I feel like you are the only one who can understand what Im going through. I'm 32 and I am just trying to deal. I cry almost every day. My heart is broken into a million tiny pieces. Dear Marilyn, And was loved in return. I feel at times that I took him for granted and I can't imagine my life moving on without him. Waking up to an empty house and knowing that I am alone. 13. I pray every day I will get through this. I am so sorry for your loss. Time? He took care of me when I needed things, he took care of me when I was ill, then it was my turn to do in return for him. Missing You Kathy Murphy more by Kathy Murphy Published by Family Friend Poems May 2011 with permission of the author. He was my whole world. My husband, Johnny passed on November 2007. I lost him thirteen years ago to suicide. My husband passed away July 8, 2016, from mini strokes that gave him dementia at 63 years old. We were together for 13 years, married 3. He is my Johnmy precious John! I used to read stories like I am reading here and think to myself I can't imagine ever having to live my life without my soulmate and love of my life. I know he was taken up the Heaven by an Angel. Then at the point they could do no more. By Our children are still young, but they're strong. We laid down to take a nap, and when I woke he had passed. We met when I just turned 18 and were married for 35 years. My husband was killed in a tragic car accident, 11th December 2006, I was left with 4 young children and a lifetime of sorrow. I miss him so much. I dread being alone. We grew up together. I still feel alone sometimes. I can only cry when no one is around; why is that? I didn't even know he had mini strokes and was in the first stage of dementia. Missing you is heartache, that never goes away A thousand words won't bring you back. I am 33 years old and have buried two daughters (one in 2004 and one in 2007) and now a husband. The laughter has been silenced. Our families became one. Just please know you're not alone and I'll be sending love and prayers to you. Love you. I can't seem to leave the house except to go to the store when necessary. November of 2017 we traveled the 73 miles to see the doctor. I just wish you will always stay. You may wish for this uncomfortable feeling to leave you so that you can function properly. He was admitted to Bendale Acres Long Term Care at the age of 67. I lost my husband 2 weeks ago. I lost my husband in the morning of March 20, 2017. Even though they worked effortlessly, they did get his heart started with lots of medication. Our 3 adult children, all in their 20s, had no idea how to help me as they were grieving too, so it was agreed I would go to counseling to help me through this horrible time. He was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer in February 2006. Doctor said he passed away because of a heart attack. As most of you have said no one, absolutely no one understands the pain I or any of us feel. l struggle mentally with my grief, and l only live so not to hurt my children any more than they already are. He went to work and never came home. My husband of 47 years passed away 10 months ago. He left for work on Monday at 5am, said goodbye and he loved me, and he would see me later, but I never did. It was 48 days from the day he was diagnosed until his death. I know that because he said, "If I ever leave, a piece of me that lives in you should blossom. I lost my husband just 2 days ago. Neither of us expected it to go that fast. He was only 47. He spent 18 of those months being miserable on chemotherapy and decided to stop treatment at the end of December. I decided to try writing something out, and I would love to know what you think. Thank you for the poem! Thanks everyone for listening. With the age different we knew that he may not be here forever. I lost my wife in April 2018. I also wish that others may not experience this. Life was perfect. I lost my husband five months ago. I keep hoping they will get easier, but they don't. Our 30 year marriage was a wonderful one. I love him so much and cannot believe he is gone. His heartbeat ran fast then slow and stopped. He was my rock, soul, and best friend. I am so sad. Today is our 36th wedding anniversary. My name is Nicole. I think he knew. He was 47. We had the perfect plan. He left me with so many questions, in a void like a black hole. I lost my husband on June 25th, 2018. I lost my husband at 47. I'm so heartbroken. You will never forget him but you will remember with fond memories and that will be a great comfort to you. Then that horrible day came when I had to take him off of life support! Advice? Believe it or not, reading those letters, I didn't feel so alone. I miss them so much. It will be 4 years this coming Monday (28 Nov 2016) since my husband lost his 5 months battle with cancer, and not a day goes by that I do not think of him. I am sad and am trying so hard but it is heartbreaking to me. I prayed to God to give me the strength to get stronger to show them to pray and never give up hope. I can't explain the sorrow I feel. Every day I wish I could tell him how much I need him and miss him. 4. He's able to come home after 8 days. Although I wrote this poem when my ex-husband and I were together, and it's been four years since we walked away from one another.not a day goes by that I don't miss him, miss us, miss what we used to be and what we used to share. On September 1, I lost my husband and 12-year-old son in a terrible car accident. I actually felt safe in my own skin with him. Sometimes I lock myself in the room to cry. I try to go on for our kids, but sometimes it seems like they're the strongest. I tried to save him to no avail, An aortic aneurysm took his life within minutes. He then collapsed. I cry all the time. Anne Spiller, I Am Not That Strong By I have three and they are so young. I know we had amazing times and each day if I am lucky I will remember new ones. To my dear and loving husband. Being a young girl of 19 years old when I met my husband, it's the only life I know and miss beyond belief. I left my whole family to be with him. He's been in my life since I was 17 and were married for 32 years on the day I will never forget 2 May will be our 33rd wedding anniversary and when that day comes I do not know what I'm going to do. I feel the same as you. I'm empty. I can honestly say that things do get better. And while I know God will get my through this, my heart still breaks when people only want to say time will heal, when I really just need someone to let me cry. Life doesn't mean a lot anymore, Everyday he brought a smile to my face and my heart, and he brought joy to my soul, But Praise be to God, I do have the hope we will be re-united forever one sweet day, Gods blessings to you all. I begin to feel safe. I feel like I am competing sometimes with my mother in law as her failure to move forward at all for my boys means she hurts so much more.

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